Inspite of all my desires
Deep in my soul
i survive is this lonely and boring life
i leave day by day
searching for something that keep me alive
searching for the most beautifull feelings ...
I look everywhere
I search everywhere
I took all my chances
I keep them alive
I have so much to give..
but i just cant go on...
I just cant smile anymore...
Like i used to do....
So i think...
where and how can i feel alive?
i look foward...
i forgive myself
and just go on...
hoping that one day i could feel alive again...!
